I have a bunch of diaries from middle and high school with ripped out pages. I wasn't good at keeping up with them. When I did spew into one, my younger self cried over boys (like the kid in middle school who when I asked him to dance, he decided to jump into a trashcan instead of wobble around on the dance floor with me). Embarrassed, older Sarah thought about anyone else finding my pathetic dribble, and tore it out with a dramatic flare. I'm sure I ripped it out, tore it to pieces, and fainted onto my bed. I do have the memory of how good it felt to write, and vomit my feelings through a pen though. And so, I've chosen to vomit onto all of you.
Deciding to write down my feelings and thoughts into the internet universe is a relatively new one. I think I really just needed to start writing something. Like many writers, I often find writing to be the hardest thing to do. Not from lack of ideas, oh no no no honey child. I've got 17,000 script ideas floating around in my head right now. RIGHT NOW. However, my suspense script for instance, got to page 3 and decided I wouldn't go on until I decided what my character would be wearing. So this blogging thing will do me some good I think.
Help me stretch my brain.
I also feel like I do have a real message that I want to express, maybe out loud to myself, or to anyone else that is interested in the film industry. So my objective behind this blog: write everyday, exercise clutter from my brain, and learn more about myself, maybe reach others trying to do the same thing as me.
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